scratching my head

I was a bit down after knowing more.
That is why ppl always say better to close one eyes and dont ask anything more.
I felt that im the odd one.
why?
a resounding W-H-Y?

Looking at the Genting lightings. It's so far away. Yet, it's so clear tonight.

Can the time stop here? Im so afraid to move forward. Life in incomplete without ...........
( fill in the blanks )
I hope I could rewind the time. Back to myself.

Reborn.

I know this piece is just so random.
Just like putting the puzzle back to their own place to complete it.