Complicated Mood

Got my lappie tonite. I'm kinda in a complicated situation right now. But i gotta figure it out by myself. No one could help except self help. Anyway, thanks for everything. I would feel more guilty every time u did something for my own good. I know it's hard to change your stand once you've made up your mind. i know i'm demanding in this sense but i just couldn't control wat's running in my mind. I guess i've set up my guard wall and it's time to put it down.