What a dec?

After awaying And idling for Half a year. It took me quite some time to reach this stage of blogging. No feast, no countdown or whatsoever this year. Indeed, it is not a very good year though. Especially not a good year to bring over to the year of horse with the rashes.
What's wrong? All things seem gone haywire. Be it life and attitude. I just don't its my fate or my attitude? Can a make a move or sharp turn?

Awesome!!!
Started earlier just with the intention of getting it done ASAP n get back on time.
This did not happen but it has become worse..
Jesus

Wondering, pondering, hesitating...
I think this is the most critical time..
I wonder how long I can tahan
I ponder is this wat I want
I hesitate if this is the right move
Does all this worth it?

To dearest

Happie Mother's Day!
I feel upset because I couldn't bring you out for a decent meal.
I feel upset because I couldn't bring you out due to tight schedule I'm having.
I feel upset because I could lessen your workload on this day.

I love you

A lil stress

Keep thinking of it n I just can't get it out from my mind.. The worry, the stress etc.
After a talk, I could sense that the current ones it's better.

I just do not understand why it's so 'simply' for you all to 'dump' someone who has no background in it? It's soooo private n confidential until u all using the black screen to avoid people seeing it.

How could you let someone who has zero knowledge on this specific area to multitask summore. Less than one month to knowledge transfer n be super independent after that? Super less point of refer after the one n only left?

With all this, do you expect a perfect performance??? Fast plus right at first time with super less knowledge.. Bravo!

Back for a while

Hey peeps! I'm here again after sinking some time.. I just managed to sign in to my quite-some-time-abandoned blog.  Why not just post something? Perhaps my next post will be a year later.. Who knows..
Frankly speaking, if you were to ask me how am I doing lately? I would be telling you 'so-so only'. I guess it's pretty much anxiety. Especially the coming soon month where new challenges n unpredictable events coming in at one time.
I know I couldn't help much on that other than worry at this moment. But I will just pray hard to God. May everything goes on well.

That's all for now.