What a dec?

After awaying And idling for Half a year. It took me quite some time to reach this stage of blogging. No feast, no countdown or whatsoever this year. Indeed, it is not a very good year though. Especially not a good year to bring over to the year of horse with the rashes.
What's wrong? All things seem gone haywire. Be it life and attitude. I just don't its my fate or my attitude? Can a make a move or sharp turn?